| sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs. |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
so, i've been reading this book that i got from meghann...it is called sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs. it is written by chuck klosterman. it is amazing. anyhow, whilst reading it last night, i was like hmmm i need coffee. so i went to ihop. let me just say, ihop is a perfect place to read a book like this. it is such a coffee and cigarettes book. so there i found myself, reading the book, drinking my coffee, smoking my cigarettes, and dwarving the masses with the projection of my intellect. why coffee and cigarettes with a book, you ask? well, the coffee pretty much represents that 1.) i love reading soo much that i do it in public places and 2.) i value reading more than petty things like, oh i don't know, sleep? it pretty much just portrays my pretentiousness at an ultimate level. almost. the next part is what seals the deal. the cigarettes. why cigarettes, and why are they so crucial to this experience? well, everyone knows that they are bad for you, right? right. so basically, we've established that i am too busy and too smart to sleep, and the cigarettes just take this up a notch. it pretty much just says "yeah, so they're bad for me. i know, but im not concerned with that." a simple, yet bold statement coming from someone who (at least appears) brilliantly educated. its a statement of my youth i suppose, as much as anything can be. i am 19. i am really smart, and nothing can hurt me. that's what this evening and my choices dictate. they make me larger than life.
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| quiz, brah. |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|01:03 am] |
A is for age: 19
B is for boyfriend: and that would make me a homosexual. and i am not.
C is for career in future: photographer i hope.
D is for dead person you would like to meet: johnny cash
E is for essential item to bring to a party: cigarettes
F is for favorite song at this moment: "bankrupt on selling" modest mouse...eeeep
G is for guys/girls you've kissed: do we have time for that list?
H is for hometown: umm i live san antonio
I is for idiots you know: im too nice to call people idiots in a public journal
J is for joke you know: hey what's that on your shirt?
K is for knowing: grammar
L is for likes: daniel pittman, vintage drums, records, power pop
M is for most memorable moment: moving away from daniel and not saying goodbye to him...bad decision on my part but its all good now
N is for the number of ppl youve slept with: had sex, or just slept with. 0 for sex.
O is for overnight hospital stays: never. i dont go to doctors.
P is for phobias: i hate that band
Q is for quote you like: "Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth. I sat at a table where were rich food and wine in abundance, and obsequious attendance, but sincerity and truth were not; and I went away hungry from the inhospitable board."
-Henry David Thoreau "Walden," the conclusion
R is for relationship thats lasted the longest: never longer that 6 months that i can remember
S is for sexuality: hetero, baby!
T is for time you woke up today: 1:48 pm
U is for unique traits: i correct grammar like there is no tomorrow. i also correct people's speech mistakes. its bad.
V is for vegetable you love: umm i don't eat them much. raw carrots?
W is for worst habit: i dunno?
X is for x-rays youve had: im not sure maybe like 3
Y is for yummy food you make: grilled cheese and ramen noodles, my style.
Z is for favorite zoo exhibit: monkeys |
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| veggiefest 3... |
[Jun. 12th, 2004|07:52 pm] |
thats right. today i went to a friends house for what they call "veggiefest."
you know how i feel about not eating meat. but, she's a cool girl, so i suffered. i ate a hummus and lettuce sandwich, and a pumpkin pancake. oh yeah i had some star fruit too. and some strawberries. it actually wasn't that bad. the food, that is. i had a really fun time hanging out and listening to them talk for like 6 hours it was fun. i met some awesome guy whose name i have forgotten. he does photography, and is pretty cool. i got to tell my "i almost got in a fight with chris carabba" story. yeah thats about it. |
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| im surprised? |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:09 pm] |
and so it happened again.
everytime, right? |
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| oh my goodness! |
[May. 27th, 2004|03:18 am] |
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my right hand and my nose are freezing cold. luckily i have an extreme gulp to keep me company. 52 ounces of dr. pepper. can't beat that. |
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| and so, i am. |
[May. 18th, 2004|09:33 pm] |
so i was thinking today. doin' a bit of thinking. here's what i discovered:
so, i can't write. i'm just not good at it. however, i criticize the writings of others as if i were a genius. that frustrates me.
as for my love life, i was also doing some thinking. so i'd like to live to be an old man. i'd like to be able to look back on the times i was in love. at the girls i fell in love with. i'd like to look at how they too were in love with me. but here's the kicker-- i'm not sure any of them were. and i'm not still in love with them. why is it that so many people have a hard time after break-ups, but i never have? is it better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all? i couldn't really tell you. i couldn't really tell you, because i'm not sure i've done either. if i have loved, i never lost it. i got dissatisfied, and so i broke up with, and (quickly) moved on. what's with that? the one girl i can ever remember telling that i was "in love" with her replied with this: "who are you to say that we are in love?" that's it. not that she didn't love me, but maybe she was right. maybe i just said it 'cause it seemed like a good thing to say. maybe. or maybe i was in love, and my love was requited, but she wasn't in love with me. does that make sense? it should. so that's where i stand with that. i have no break-ups that really broke me up. none. zero. that sucks, right? or is it good. has it made me a desensitized bastard, or was i already one, and that's why it never really got to me. you tell me, 'cause i'd sure like to know. here we are, on to the next topic. music. personally, i'm not the best musician in the world. i can't sit down and orchestrate a piece that would blow your mind. i can't even orchestrate one that wouldn't. the fact is, i can't do it. i can't play guitar. i don't really sing superbly. yet somehow, i go off and denounce artist's whose skill and knowledge surpass mine greatly. amazing. am i that pretentious? and if (ok, so i am) i am, does it really bother me? (not that much actually) just the fact that i do it, is kind of getting to me.
so, i guess that is really all that plagues me today. i guess. perhaps that is all that im willing to admit to, but whatever the case, i am wrapping up the LJ for now.
your comments are will be greatly appreciated.
if the good die young, do i want to live forever, or would it be better to die now, having only the experiences i have. do i want to be good? |
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| long time no update.... |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|07:32 pm] |
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hey yo kids, whats up. no LJ update in ages. yeahhhhh. syd asked me to and i did cause she might just be hot. ha |
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| maybe this will work? |
[Dec. 3rd, 2003|10:34 am] |
yeah im in the library at school right now, thats all i've got...i will post more later. |
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| well well well |
[Dec. 3rd, 2003|10:17 am] |
yeah, so i keep saying that i'm gonna finish the batman layout here...but i havent. i also havent finished my photo website, but i will soon. i drew a new comic today, so it will be on my comics site in the near future. yeah...i think that's it.
dallasweakness |
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| thanksgiving |
[Nov. 28th, 2003|01:05 pm] |
my thanksgiving went as follows:
i arose from my slumber at approximately 10:30 am, and took a shower. after my shower, i proceded to get dressed. without much delay, we hopped in the car, and headed off to the cowboy's game. we arrived uber early, and set up our table and grill, etc. then we started cooking mmmm. we had hotdogs and hamburgers that were good. however, my dad forgot the mustard, so they weren't as good as they could be. actually, it was nice eating something different than my norm for once. after eating and sitting around for a bit, we cleaned up, packed up, and headed into the stadium. we got in, after a strict secuirty search consisting of "open up your jacket sir" which made my scarf that i'd just fixed get all out of whack. i did however get into the game with my knife. suckas. ok the next part is just that we watched the game, and i got my parents to give me four dollars for a coke. haha. it came in a collectors cup. then at the end of the game that "we" were losing, this guy was walking around taking all the cups from people that had left, well, he went to grab mine, and my mom was like "that's ours" and he kept trying to take it and blah blah blah my dad almost got in a fight with this guy. it was wierd and i have never seen my dad almost fight before. ok, so the game ends, and we leave. we go to cracker barrel. im not too excited about this at the time. then we walk in, and WHAT THE HECK!?!?! cracker barrel seems to have hired the all-time cutest hostess in arlington. i was really impressed. then i got me a nice 12 oz steak. mmm i had it medium rare, and my parents were all "do you know what you're doing?" but i just played it cool. the steak came out, and was DELICIOUS as was my hash brown casserole. cracker barrel isn't as nasty as i'd thought. then we went to blockbuster. i proceeded to rent legally blond 2, and this movie called "all i want." i saw mandy moore and the box, and was like WHAT THE! so i got it. turns out this movie was really really freaking good. no jokes. my dad got varsity blues. haha. i watched all three last night before going to sleep. good 'ole dal. well, that pretty much summarizes my thanksgiving. thank you, and good night.
dallasweakness |
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| happy birthday dallas. |
[Nov. 26th, 2003|10:21 am] |
so, my b-day is coming up soon. guess what my parents are getting me...
the boot.
no no no, im not getting new shoes. i mean i gotta move out. they haven't officially done the deed yet, but i dont see me living there much longer. haha. happy 19th dallas. anyhow, im doing pretty well, got the rest of the week off. unseen show is tonight and we're playing and i gotta take some pictures for my photography final. guess thats it.
dallasweakness |
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| krunk, it was gotten. |
[Nov. 24th, 2003|11:59 am] |
my date of birth is right around the corner. rightio kids, so if you're 18, which most of you should be, buy me a cigar or some pipe tobacco for my birthday. seriously. thats pretty much all i want, besides some new creepers.
so, this weekend consisted of liana's b-day party friday...saturday, i woke up around 2...hopped in the space-shuttle, and started driving to austin...about 1.5 hours into the trip i realized this one great thing; i had my pipe, and i had tobacco. so, whilst driving, i packed a nice bowl, and lit her up. oh man, it one of the nicest smokes i've had in a long time. drivin' down the road, singin' along, puffin' on my pipe. oh man, it was nearly utopia. all i needed were the olsen twins, and bang. we'd have been set. anyhow, i get to austin, and we practice. good times. then, on my way out of town, i stop and eat with stephen, who happens to be in town visiting his ex and current girlfriend, danielle.
yesterday, i slept alot, then woke up and showered. i talked to monica online, and we decided to finally meet. so, i got decked and headed off to starbucks. she, myself, and lindsi fite hung out. it was cool. after that, i went to movie trading company and bought and watched "the filth and the fury," finally. i ended up sewing and doing stuff until like 6:15 this morning, and here it is noon, and im feeling good as gold. sweet.
the end.
dallasweakness |
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| dang this weekend was cool. |
[Nov. 10th, 2003|09:51 am] |
so wow. where do i start. this weekend was really cool. friday, ryan came to town. we hung out for a bit, then he jetted out to rowlett to see jenna. i went to a little house-party show thingy and saw the wrecks play. sean's new band played too. it was cool. then ryan came back to town, and we just kicked it 'til we fell asleep. saturday, we woke up, and called devan back. she came over, and then we went to austin to see the wrecks, the revolting, and lower class brats. before the show we took the revolting (well, dave and jim) outside, and prayed over them. it was cool. they are really encouraging, seeing that they've only been saved like a month and they are this serious about it. wow. so yeah, some stuff happens and their drummer ends up getting naked, which makes them feel horribly uncomfortable, especially since alot of the kids from rise above were there. they played one last song, and got off the stage. i talked to them, and told them how satan was gonna try to mess with them and stuff, and just gave them encouragement. then they got really joyful again. it was cool. we talked more, and i was like here's my contact info, etc etc. so, we get home from austin at like 5 am. wow. late. then we go to sleep, and wake up at 1:30 so we can go to church. church was really good...it was nice to get back after having missed a couple days. ryan split for san antonio, and devan and i went to lunch. we talked about how we are gonna join the revolting, and get things going solid, etc. remember that. when we finished eating we went home, and started watching a movie. devan watched it all, but i slept for almost the whole time. then, dave revolting called me. he was like hey man whats up, the usual stuff like that, and then was like "do you wanna play for us and the unseen show?" and so i was like yeah, of course, anything i can do to help you guys out. it's so awesome. so now they are coming down tomorrow and we're gonna practice, and its gonna be uber-krunk. yeah, so long story short, God is really good. and He is bigger than whatever it is you are going through.
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| get it krunk |
[Nov. 7th, 2003|02:21 am] |
i got a new cell phone today...and im off until monday. how krunk is that...i think i want to go to austin on saturday...maybe i will. ryan will be here this weekend. that'd be krunk. krunk as junk.
its so late and im so tired...however, i value my free time too much to waste it on sleep. oh joy!
dallasweakness |
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| woo-hoo |
[Nov. 5th, 2003|03:19 am] |
well well well, it looks like old dally pants finally got himself a livejournal. much thanks to the wonderful liana, ( http://www.livejournal.com/~whipit ). thats about it for this entry. i'll have this baby looking snazzy in a few days. oh yeah ryan is coming up this weekend...party.
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